Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Got this from a friend's blog:

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Take away the computer and I will vomit exactly what you're feeding me.
You don't give me shit and expect me to churn out gold.
If you want me to do well, then at least spur me on or something? You tell me I will fail my exams, and if I ever pass pigs will fly? I hope you die of shock when you see a flying pig.

But yes, so when you tell me I will fail my exams, I will make sure I fail for you. If it is what you want to see. I feel like breaking down and slapping people, go beserk and scream and fall on nothing. If you care then you fucking show it la. Don't hit me and tell me you fucking hit me because you love me. NABEH. What kind of fuck excuse is that? What asian culture? My ass. If you hit me because you love me then I will reciprocate by killing you. (:

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I kinda agree with it. I totally double , "If you want me to do well, then at least spur me on or something?" and " If you care then you fucking show it la. Don't hit me and tell me you fucking hit me because you love me."


My mum was like that. It didnt really affect me a big deal when she was like that, but it was SO irritating. To make my mum shut up, i just shouted, " Fine la! you think i wont do well for the next test , keep saying , "you want her to do well? hard la. "and all that crap. then fine! i wont do well , HAPPY! this is what you think isnt it? i'll make your dream come through. "

and when i said that, my face really showed that, "fine, i'm not going to do well on purpose" look. (but, of course, i said it in a fit of anger la. i not so dumb as to not do well on purpose.i just wanted her to shut up.)So, mummy was quite shocked that her reverse psychology hasnt worked. And, she havent used it since then. HOHO.

It sure is the past. The last time she used this reverse psychology was like 2, 3 years ago.
YEAY. Oh, and that was old amanda. amanda dont speak vulgarities now. Eh,or try my very best not to.

I love you.